A few years ago, I was talking with God about our relationship. I wanted to really understand His love and perspective, and to be able to see myself as He sees me. He responded with the song below, complete with guitar chords, and touched my heart in a very deep way. What perhaps touched me the most was how far off this was from what we were presented with at church at the time. I think if we ever really grasp His love and how He sees us, we will forever be changed.
For us, we hear all the time "It's all about You, Jesus". But for Him, it's about US. There is nothing holy or wonderful about "wormy" thinking ("I'm nothing but a low-down, dirty, rotten sinner saved by grace", "I'm not worthy of His love", etc.). These are entrapments and bondages and we are not to take them up again once we have received His love, grace and forgiveness and have been made new. "Behold, all things have passed away - everything is new". In many places in scripture, He tells us that He is our "Ishi" (husband). I can't imagine that any husband would rather his bride lay at his feet all the time, or only serve him all the time... (after all, she is his bride). I believe he would rather take her into his arms so that they might fully enjoy each other, investing their lives together, building a strong, loving, lasting relationship.
Perhaps this is a stretch for you, but this is the relationship God has brought to us... He is available to us, and desires that we draw near and enjoy Him and that He could enjoy us. There are so many traps along the way - busyness, obligations, legalism, religion, feelings, unworthiness, fear, and so many more... but if we can see through them and see Him, we will never be satisfied with anything less. Can you hear Him singing to you? Calling to you? Do you see Him waiting for YOU? Oh, how He desires YOU... See if you can hear Him...
Waiting Here For You
1st Verse:
I’m waiting here for you, My beloved Bride
Waiting for you to lay all those things aside
Have I asked for your service? Your worship, or sacrifice?
All I’ve really wanted is for you to love Me all of your life
2nd Verse:
I’m waiting here for you, My beloved Bride
Waiting to share with you My heart and My mind
If you are willing, if it’s Me your thinking of -
All I’ve really wanted is for us to share our love
3rd Verse:
I’m waiting here for you, My beloved Bride
You once were taken, dear, from my wounded side
If you will come unto Me, then you will see great things
Come share My love, My Bride, in the shelter of My wings
Chorus:
Will you love Me? Will you be with Me?
Will you truly be Mine?
I am waiting here for you, if you only have the time.
Ending:
I am waiting here for you, if you only have the time.
©Jeff Dean, 2003. All rights reserved.
So - can we cross the bridge from performance, works and service over to the land of pure love, grace and intimacy with God? I hope to see you on the other side.
Jeff
*By the way, the photo at top was taken by my sister-in-law at Jekyll Island, GA, a couple of week ago.